Posted by ace on October 2, 2007, at 22:14:24
In reply to Re: Attn all Nardil users!, posted by your#1fan on October 1, 2007, at 23:21:17
> did you read my post above?
No- sorry, I will but!
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> do you maybe need to be on multiple antidpressants, i swear if it wasnt for Prozac i would not be where i was.... but i also could have a back fire.With Nardil it is hard....I have tried many before....usually an atypical does the job. Or Tramadol- that does the job BIG time! bad depression withdrawal however.
> Maybe its just a sudden change in life for you? did you get tolerant to it?
I'm not sure. I am doing an extremely hard year at university. The maths I am doing is very taxing on me mentally, and I am also trying to maintain and do so many things at once. I usually work til 4-5am, then sleep to 1pm.....
I am getting older and am feeling worried about such things as forming a relationship, and becoming financially self-sufficient. I do put myself under extreme pressures. I am very obsessive!
My life style is not conducive to living a healthy life. However i feel 'trapped' in it.
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> Have you had a depression breakdown.Many.
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> I have had those awful mornings where you just want to lay there. But i jump out of the bed, take prozac and deal with life.I really feel glad for you. I understand those awful morning feelings, and that urge to do nothing. And all the psychotherapy in the world can't help me. But congrats to you...you deserve it!
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> You have to make life in a happy scene, but really sometimes inside you really could care less...In the depression....it's like that. I just brood and writhe in my bed. I really can't stand it. I just tell myself 'endure'.
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> Im a prozac person, but im concerned about this nardil.... did it just stop working? MAOI are pretty potent, in the past you said it really worked...No. I think over time my body has become immune to it's effects and it takes less to cause a relapse. However, last night I rammed up the dose to 90mg. Withing 8 hours, the depression was better, withoubt doubt. However, the OCD has come back. My brain is in a messy area now.
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> Ace im so sorry, just know that depression is your enemy and wants to destroy your life. Dont let the demon get you.Certainly not! If i will do one thing....that is endure until life takes me away....
> I've been wondering where you have been!
Don't worry- I will always be a psycho-babbler! Even when I don't post much, I really think about you guys and gals a lot. You are a wonderful bunch!Peace to you and thankYOU!
Ace
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