Posted by karen_kay on March 15, 2007, at 11:32:23
In reply to Re: the joy of coffee... » karen_kay, posted by Dinah on March 15, 2007, at 8:42:33
then again, maybe i know nothing? but, recently (here i go, blabbing on and on like i tend to do....) i've really just given everything up for him, you know? not even sure how to explain it. but, i guess it's a trust thing. and realizing that he's all i have in this world is a terrrifying thought to me right now. and when he doesn't get enough sleep, i shudder to think about what could happen. or, if he skips a meal. i think that has a whole lot to do with my nerve problems right now. as my life (hello, that is the most important thing here, right!) depends on him right now, adn i never felt that way before. (of course, duckie's in there too. can't forget that perfect angel, but this is somethign entirely different).
i an't no crieee crieee girlie girl, but lately i have been. i worry i'm going to get a call he's dead adn then what? what's kk to do? that's not the plan, you know? kk's goes first :) (comic relief of course, but it's most disturbing to me. i've never been that needy clingy type and i hate it. i think he somewhat fidns it amusing. i hate that even more)
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