Posted by football on March 27, 2007, at 1:08:49
In reply to I don't feel human, posted by ralphrost on February 26, 2007, at 20:56:03
> Hello mates,
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> Sometimes I don't even feel human. My mind feels so quiet, no thoughts. I compare my behavior to some passive animal. Fishes don't think, probably.
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> I go through the day without even noticing it. Nothing catches my attention. I don't feel bored, sad neither. When somebody says something to me, it doesn't ressonate in me, producing some sort of reaction. I just answer with the very basic and shortest answer. My mind feels empty, and all I'm able to care about is this illness. Hell is repetition.
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> I used to have streams of thoughts that would bring me to bright or dark places. Some sort of flux bringing horror or amusement. Life could be felt vividly.
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> Things changed and I lost contact with all these aspects of myself. I don't feel human. All that's rest of me is the very basic parts of me to keep me alive. So strange, so unbelievable to me.
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> I wish I could hear from someone that this is going to change. And I need to believe it. Have you ever felt this? What's going on with me?
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> Sorry for the melancholic post
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> RalphI'm no doctor, but does the criteria for Schizoid Personality Disorder fit you?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_Personality_Disorder
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