Posted by kara lynne on May 19, 2004, at 22:34:57
In reply to Re: thank you (((tabitha))) » kara lynne, posted by fayeroe on May 19, 2004, at 15:41:59
I think I may be near that point, but I'm having some conflict--actual nightmares--about it. My friend dragged me to the save a kitten store and all the white ones had just been adopted, of course. I got attached to having a white cat after Alice, but I hope I can get over that. I made the mistake of visiting the two who were left twice, and then I said I'd take them. One is too little (he was a boy until today, when we found out he was a girl) and I want to take them together because they play together. But I keep thinking maybe they're not the 'right' ones...maybe I should have waited for a white one, or is that just my attachment to Alice? I visited them today and the boy-girl is awfully cute, and I hate to wait too much longer for the 'perfect' cat to arrive. I am getting really tired of coming home to an emptly house, and if I had to wait for my mind to stop its infernal chatter I'd most likely be, well--dead. So maybe I'll take these not as spectacular as Alice kittens, and all my conflict along with them. What do you think?
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