Posted by kara lynne on May 6, 2004, at 1:51:46
In reply to Re: no : ( » kara lynne, posted by fayeroe on May 5, 2004, at 21:51:34
Thank you for thinking of me--I must have felt it because I haven't checked this thread for awhile and it turns out there hasn't been another post until your's today!
It's so strange to have her vanish so completely; I don't feel her being dead, but I can't imagine that she is still alive. After a month it feels like she's been gone forever, like I never had her. Tonight I went to dinner at a friends and held her gorgeous, huge white cat, and kissed his fur despite his mild protestations. I miss that so much.
I tried to look at kitties last weekend but it was just too hard. I felt connected to Alice on such a deep level. I held a kitten still feeding from a dropper, and she fell asleep on my chest. I was in heaven, but overwhelmed with sadness at the same time. I would take every one of them home with me if I could, and yet I can't seem to take even one.
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