Posted by Susan47 on February 7, 2005, at 16:49:25
In reply to Re: i'm crazy. » mair, posted by lonelygal2 on February 7, 2005, at 16:36:19
Oh man, lg, if I could only give you AND me the force of perspective. Looking at 24 from 47 is incredible, I see how much freedom you really have, how much I had as well, but I didn't understand because I was boxed in by my depression, it literally stopped me from living my life the way I would have wanted to; if only I'd understood there was any other way of living. I mean, I knew there must be, because other people seemed happy enough, and they weren't knocking themselves off left, right and center, so I knew at some level that my feelings were a problem. But I never sought any help, I was too ashamed of myself. I threw away a major part of my lifetime on that shame.
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