Posted by alexandra_k on January 3, 2006, at 21:00:19
In reply to Re: bad day » ghost, posted by Dinah on January 3, 2006, at 20:37:46
> And I really wanted to join them. But I know I'm fat, and I dress oddly. And I was too scared to get out of my car because I was sure they wouldn't want to have anything to do with me.
> I sometimes suspect that I am rather rude in my attempts to spare other people me.
me too. my flatmates can be having a party... and i walk in the door and go to my room and shut the door because i want to spare them my presence :-(
and then i wonder why i am lonely sometimes...
though... i think i am also appreciating...
that i do prefer to keep fairly much to myself. quality over quantity of interactions... i'd rather babble than talk to most people irl... and i'd rather be my myslef then around people who i'm not much enjoying their company most of the time...
but yeah...
social anxiety...
sometimes i really want to join people...
but...
i don't want them to just wish i'd go away :-(
poster:alexandra_k
thread:594911
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