Posted by Iwillsurvive on March 10, 2007, at 18:44:43
In reply to I'm a f*cking moron *lotsa triggers*, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 10, 2007, at 4:45:57
so smack me!!!!
Glad you can write like this. Its good. Blast off some of that stuff swirling in your brain.
I think you SO doing the right things despite all whats going on.
I dunno bout some hosp., hosp here is not great, but not so bad either. You can just chill and take a break and give the meds a chance to stabilize and have someone feed you proper meals, and its boring as hell so you can sleep, and if they see you pacing they hand out drugs like candy to let you sleep. I think for my local hosp, if you go in with no particular expectation of help, but just a chance to regroup in a safe place, well then its OK. Dunno how yours is.
I am not worrying about you so much as wishing to come alongside and somehow offer you some support somehow in this tough time. So don't worry bout me.
Have you met the interim T yet? It might be nice to know who they are.
Your not royally f*cked so much as having f*cking bitch of a time of it right now. And it totally sucks, but it WILL pass. That sounds so trite, but its the truth.
Take care,
Keep on babbling to us.
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