Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 16, 2007, at 7:46:21
In reply to Re: I got some homework **triggers** » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Iwillsurvive on March 15, 2007, at 22:34:08
Hi All,
I'm hanging in there.
today is the first day when T is unavailable.I had a panic attack last night while trying to fall asleep. it was immune to klonopin and rozerem. Well, who knows how bad it could have been if I had been unmedicated.
What am I scared of
That I won't finish my dissertation draft by the deadline
That I will disappoint people, like my advisor, or other people reading my document
The problem with the diss is that it's not like other projects. Usually when I'm panicked about a project, I can manage to do a chunck and feel good about it. this is different. doing a chunk makes me want to do more chunks and then I end up restless and sleepless.oh well. They won't keep me from graduating. My cat will like my thesis. especially if I crumple it into little balls for her to chase
Is it wrong if I want to have a draft done by the next time I see T? That will be in 2 weeks.
That will be my goal. 4 pages a day. still on schedule. the problem is that my writing is not succinct or organized enough (haha just like my babble writing :)
well, that's what's up with me. how are YOU doing?
-Ll
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