Posted by Lemonaide on July 28, 2008, at 16:02:38
I have been reading the effects of child abuse and it is like reading my personality problems and the effects of my life. It makes me sick to see myself in this. I can't deny it, I want to so bad, it has helped in the past. But it happened and I am who I am because of it. But reading about the effects makes my stomach just turn in knots and makes me cry because I know it is true.
I Called my T, I almost never do, but I feel myself slipping into such sadness.
Coming to terms with this is really had. It is hard to see my imperfections it caused within me, my maladjusted self. It is like looking in the mirror. It is so hard to accept this.
poster:Lemonaide
thread:842630
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