Posted by Lemonaide on July 29, 2008, at 12:47:49
In reply to Re: Looney Tunes,Raisn, Ladybug, and DInah » Lemonaide, posted by Dinah on July 29, 2008, at 8:37:39
Hi DInah,
You do know me well. lol I guess my T is experiencing the wrath of my anger for the first time, he would try to have me bring it out against my mother in session and I couldn't do it. But yeah, I do have anger. He called and left a message this morning saying he was keeping my appointment open. Well I am making a stand, and didn't go. I did just leave another message just now.
He told me last week that he needed to talk to my old T within a couple of days so we can put an end to this. He forgot to call the week before and now this week his excuse it that he didn't realize my appointment was today. Well it has been on Tuesdays for month now. He has been back to work for a month now. I said in my message that since it was my old T's idea to talk to him first before talking to me, why couldn't he meet my T at his office if my current T has health conditions and couldn't drive.
I just feel he isn't putting an enough effort into this like he assured me he was going to do. It is frusterating, I have been ready for weeks now, heck months since I called my first T to talk with him. Last session nothing was big was talked about because he forgot to call my old T to talk to him.
I do have quite a lot of anger when I feel I am being lied to and yerked around. It is even one of the symptoms of child abuse I read about the other day.
He disappointed me and I will get over it. And I am probably taking out some of my anger from my old T to him too. After hearing my old T's voice and reminded me of who frusterating he was sometimes. I doubt he will talk to me know, after I said I was going to talk to my lawyer.
Even my current T said I am sensitive to things because of my past. He is right, he saw my deep sadness, but now he has seen my anger. I don't think he likes it much. Even my old T said he didn't like my anger too much.
I will probably talk to him sometimes today, I will probably work this out. IT just hurts even more to be hurt by someone you care about. Tough lessons in life I guess, life isn't so much fun anymore.
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