Posted by Lemonaide on July 28, 2008, at 21:53:17
In reply to Re: I feel so sick, I really need some support , p, posted by Dinah on July 28, 2008, at 16:54:49
Thank you so much for your support. I feel really hurt and confused right now. Just hearing my old T's winy *ss hole voice reminds me of why I left.
My current T dropped the ball with me. I have been very patient, but not anymore, I can't be, it is keeping me stuck. I know I am being hard on my current T, but I have had all I can take. I don't want to be lied to, that hurts the most. I really feel devastated about all of this.
I know my current T will call in the morning when he gets my message and when he sees I canceled all of my appointments. I just don't want to talk to him right now, now I am hurt by 2 T's, and I can only take so much hurt. And as far as my old T, he is lucky I don't have the money just to sue his *ss. I was giving him a chance to own up to what he has done. Well after talking to him today, he can eat sh*t and die, in whatever order he wishes.
I am going to take an xanax and a sleeping pill and get to bed. I really just want to curl up into a ball and not exist right now. I feel like I am dying again inside.
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