Posted by Susan47 on July 21, 2004, at 11:01:34
In reply to Re: Transference - choices Susan4, posted by vwoolf on July 21, 2004, at 10:45:25
> Your message hits hard. How are you coping with the separation?
I've tried separating from him before, several times, and this time I actually went four days before I went briefly went nuts on his answering machine. Um, I haven't called now since yesterday morning though and that's good.
I'm on a lot of 'zac right now and I think that's part of my problem, it's been making me very very anxious and I've started using T's machine as a calming mechanism. I used to call it late at night sometimes and just breathe into the phone, and that used to calm me down.
I don't feel as nuts if I'm not seeing T.
Life slows right down.
But that's not really what I want.
Is that nuts?
poster:Susan47
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