Posted by fairywings on January 9, 2006, at 11:19:52
In reply to Re: I know this is going to sound stupid **trigger**, posted by Maynerd on January 8, 2006, at 22:30:00
> Absolutely does NOT sound stupid, it sounds very real for you as well as others (me included).
***Thanks Maynerd.
>>>I always hated it that my T would cause such a whirlwind of emotions inside of me, then tell me goodbye until next time. By the time I would bring myself back under control it was time to see my T again for another dose.
***How do ppl keep going back for that, and back for that? I think it's just so overwhelming.
> Personally, I feel that you know what is best for you and so if you really feel you want to break free then perhaps you should try.
***I'm searching my heart, don't know what's best yet. Maybe I will try, just to see how I do. Not like it's irrevocable.
>>DO you have a plan in mind?
***No plan whatsoever.
>>>Could more time between meetings work rather than total abstinence?
***It's the time in between that wreaks havoc on me. Sitting with the feelings is overwhelming. Waves of sadness and despair, but no idea where they come from.
>>Only you know the best answer for that of course, but I truly believe that you will do what is best for your well being and happiness.
Thanks Maynerd, I have lots to think about.
fw
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