Posted by Amanda29 on August 3, 2008, at 19:45:56
In reply to Re: Borderline Personality Disorder.., posted by healing928 on August 3, 2008, at 19:40:53
He says he does...and I know he has at least one other patient with it because we are in group therapy together with him. I am really hurting by all this, I shouldnt be but I am. This is like a death sentence to me. I am not one to cause self harm to myself, but there are times that I wish I could...when I was addicted to anxiety meds at least I was numb...now I cant be anymore.I dont know how to stop my thoughts and the more I think about my disorder..the more upset I get. He does know how to treat BPD...apparently he has been trying to treat me and I have been resisting..BUT HE NEVER SAID ANYTHING...he just continues to treat me in hopes that I will get better! Now that I know I havent been doing what he wants me to..I feel horrible and I feel like I have wasted his time. I just emailed him and told him I should rot in hell for being who I am and that I am at total fault for having this disorder...that had I reacted differently when I was growing up..I might not have it now. (I know I am overreacting...) but I am so upset. He is going to look at this as me trying to create and start drama...but I am really upset.
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