Posted by garnet71 on June 19, 2009, at 22:55:33
In reply to Re: I'm so sorry for your distress, garnet :-( » garnet71, posted by Amelia_in_StPaul on June 19, 2009, at 21:38:14
Thanks, Dear. I had already read all about that. Now I understand it more, well it allows for more understanding of the situation from his perspective.
The attachment I had really had less to do with those dynamics and more to do with deciding to trust and have total faith in another person. I had strong feelings before I even met him.
I just wanted to once in my life, surrender the burden of my somewhat obsessivley trying to heal myself, facilitate my own well being to that of a skilled mental health professional.
I think I'll resort back to my self-help and inspiration books, and my own medication decisions.
I've had so many less than favorable experiences with psychiatrists, i thought once, one time, i'd let go and trust someone unconditionally, let go of all my inhibitions.
Never again.
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